Nature taught me how to pray in feeling and movement. I
prayed the rosary with my family every lent, but my walks around our island on
Hubley Lake every summer taught me how to embody prayer. The rosary became a
rote practice. My walks upon the stones encircling the island became a living
prayer.
As I walked the stones, I had to be aware of the best place
to step. My perspective changed as I went round. The land behind the island was
different than the beaches across from it. Always the water lapped at the
stones and gurgled as it found its way between them. Some days the lake was
blue and sometimes it was gray. A reflection of sky and mood it surrounded me.
And I took it all in as I stepped from stone to stone.
Water and stone. Stone and water. Prayer and Nature take us
within but they also bring us out of our shell and into the world invoking
gratitude and wonder. With each step came peace. With each step wonder grew at
the expanse of water, the landscape of wind-worn trees, the chatter of birds
and the ever changing sky. My circling brought the environment to me in ways
speeding through it in a boat could not. Only know do I realize how much I
became a part of the environment as it became a part of me.
The prayer of that place rests inside me still. Even though
I’m thousands of miles from the island I can reach for that rosary of moments
encircling a land of memories. For me Nature is not just a place in time but
the prayer of Spirit cast in my heart forever.
Words to the poem in the picture:
The Camp (An island of memories anchored by stones my soul knows by heart.)
Words to the poem in the picture:
The Camp (An island of memories anchored by stones my soul knows by heart.)
My foot lands on the next stone
and the next.
In this way I walk around the Camp,
an island rimmed with stone
on Hubley Lake’s rocky waters.
Round and round I go
Blue grey water eases in
and out of crevices.
I hear the glop, glop
as it hits rock.
Life breathes in and out
as I walk counter clock-wise
around this home
away from home.
Cabin
wood burning stove
well
outhouse
dock
boat house
all ancient
to an eight-year old’s
sense of time…
and here time has slipped
back to a past
where tiny porcelain dolls
with painted faces and
movable limbs play
in a tiny church.
Here the past is layered
in the scent of wood smoke
and the memories of others.
Round and round I go
I look across rippled waters
see another island. Wonder
who walks its paths.
A whole other world
only a boat ride away.
I continue my rounds.
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